Lizzy Banks. This story must be heard.

The short story

In order to fully understand everything that has happened, I strongly encourage you to read the full article below, but this is a very short summary of what I want to say.

On 28th July 2023, I was notified by UK Anti-Doping (UKAD) that I had returned an Adverse Analytical Finding (AAF), also known as a positive test, for two substances. Formoterol, a medication I have been using for asthma for 4 years was detected at a concentration in line with how I have been prescribed it. The second substance, chlortalidone, a diuretic, was detected at a low concentration indicative of contamination. The presence of the contamination amount of the diuretic meant my asthma medication formoterol, which is normally allowed, initiated a second AAF.

I have spent the last 9 and half months of my life investigating, researching and writing my submissions to establish how the contamination event occurred. UKAD were insistent that I should have a two year ban despite the fact that both the concentration and the substance indicated a type of contamination which anti-doping bodies have been aware of for over a decade.

The matter was referred to a tribunal. Five days before the tribunal hearing, after previously stating that they would not change their position, UKAD in fact did a full 180. UKAD concluded that I was not at any fault and had exercised an extremely high level of care at all times in order to avoid ingesting a prohibited substance. UKAD therefore wanted to avoid a tribunal hearing on the basis that UKAD found me to bear “No Fault or Negligence” for the positive test and therefore have No Sanction and No period of Ineligibility imposed.

This process has cost me a huge amount, literally and metaphorically. My husband and I spent every penny of our savings and the huge mental toll has left deep scars.

But somehow, through it all, I knew I had to fight. Right from the start, I learnt of other athletes in the similar situations with a contamination of chlortalidone, whose lives and careers were also being torn apart. This process pushed me right to the edge and my fear that an athlete would go beyond that edge is what drove me to try and incite essential positive change. With my background in medicine, my good fortune in life to have had an excellent education and finally my dogged determination, I truly believed that if I couldn’t fight the injustices in this system, then no athlete could.

Prior to being completely cleared of any wrongdoing, I was repeatedly told by UKAD and lawyers that I would receive a two year ban. This simply didn’t make sense. No party thought I had “consumed” chlortalidone with any intent, yet that’s how the system works and my life continued to be torn apart for nothing.

It is difficult to emphasise enough how significant UKAD’s finding is that I bore No Fault or Negligence.  To put it in black and white, I understand that this is the first time that UKAD has ever issued a finding of No Fault or Negligence (and therefore zero sanction) when the athlete has not specifically identified the exact source of the contamination.

I encourage you to read the full article below to have a complete understanding of the process. I believe you will find the behaviours of the World Anti-Doping Agency (WADA), UKAD and the pharmaceutical industry to be shocking and at the very least, the thorough documentation below will provide you with a far better appreciation of the anti-doping system, its treatment of athletes and, most importantly, how it is currently failing honest and hardworking people.

Finally, I encourage respectful comments and discussions, whatever the opinion, but I kindly ask you to think carefully about the impact what you say will have on me and my loved ones. Please therefore: read the story in full and understand all the facts before making a judgement or commenting hastily and please remember that behind the computer screen is a human who has been going through hell for months now.

Lizzy Banks


The full story: From before the start to not yet the end

Introduction

Most people visiting this page will have followed my career, listened to my podcasts, know my story and as I have always been an open book, will likely know quite a lot about me already. For those who don’t, my name is Lizzy Banks and I was a professional cyclist between 2018 and 2023. In the last couple of years of my career I was plagued with health problems. A severe flare up of my long-standing asthma caused difficulty breathing in 2020, a serious concussion wiped out my 2021 season and Olympic hopes, and just as I was raring to go in 2022, Covid-19 struck me for the first time which led to pericarditis (inflammation of the lining of the heart) and a number of associated health issues. I was relieved to finally have my health back in 2023. I slowly clawed back my fitness and started to race again. Many people thought I would never get back but I defied the odds and was slowly and surely working towards being the Lizzy Banks I used to be. My last race was the Giro d’Italia in July 2023, a very special race for me, having taken two world tour stage wins in both 2019 and 2020. At the time, I had no idea that the Giro d’Italia would in fact be the last cycling race of my career.

The weeks following the Giro were complicated for me. A nasty crash at 70kph on the penultimate day took the skin off one side of my body and inevitably led to difficulty sleeping and a delayed recovery. The day after I got home, I got a call to say I hadn’t been selected for the Tour de France Femmes. I felt it was the wrong decision and under normal circumstances, I would have challenged it, but the night before the call, my foster brother had fallen out of a tree in the Caribbean and was at that moment lying in agony in a hospital, paralysed waist down with a shattered spine and a compressed spinal cord. Tour de France Femmes selection was no longer my number one priority.

Visiting my foster brother in hospital in the UK in August. Fortunately he has made incredible progress in his recovery.

On 28th July I set out for what was going to be my first 4 hour ride since the Giro. Finally things felt like they were getting back on track. My brother had had a successful operation and been repatriated, I had finally recovered from the Giro crash and the sleep deprivation from spending most nights on the phone to the Caribbean and most days on the phone to the NHS. It seemed like my body was on the mend and had absorbed the training effect of the Giro. While riding that day, I felt good on the bike, physically and mentally. With the temperature over 30 degrees, I stopped around halfway in a small village called Seyssel near the Grand Colombier and popped into a bar to grab a coke and a snack pack of Pringles. I checked my phone and saw an email from UK Anti-Doping (UKAD). That in itself wasn’t particularly unusual but the content of the email was. The email read:

The message struck fear into me. I immediately responded and messaged my husband with my brain going into overdrive and assembling the worst-case scenarios. I had been so careful throughout my career to avoid risks of contamination. I knew from other well-publicised cases that the “strict-liability” rule meant that even if the anti-doping authorities don’t think you have ingested a banned substance intentionally, then it is the athlete who bears the burden of proving contamination and that they did not bear any fault or negligence. If the athlete can’t do that, they will get a minimum two year ban.

Five painfully slow minutes later, UKAD replied to me with an attachment. I opened it and felt sick from the horror I was reading. My head was spinning at a hundred miles per hour and I couldn’t comprehend the mass of bold and red highlighted writing in front of me. I hurriedly flicked through the ten page correspondence, trying to make sense of what I was seeing. Nothing made any sense.

The letter from UKAD repeatedly stated that I was being served notice of a provisional suspension and that I may have committed Anti-Doping Rule Violations (ADRVs). The letter stated that these violations could mean a two year ban.

The letter stated I had returned Adverse Analytical Findings (AAFs, more commonly just referred to as a positive test) for two substances: formoterol and chlortalidone. Formoterol is a medication I take for asthma. I have been taking it for years well below the anti-doping threshold so I didn’t understand how that could possibly be correct. After a quick google, I discovered that chlortalidone is a diuretic used for high blood-pressure and swelling. That also didn’t make sense as I was sure that it wasn’t present in any of my medications.

I immediately called my husband, followed by my dentist. My first thought was that it must be a mistake. I had spent 2 hours at the dentist the day before the test. The dentist couldn’t obtain satisfactory anaesthesia and had to use a lot more anaesthetic than usual. I had documented this on my anti-doping form. Somehow, I thought, it must be something that was in the dental injections that shouldn’t have been. It wasn’t. The dentist told me that chlortalidone definitely wasn’t used. Then I phoned my agent. I had no idea what to do. How in the world was I going to work out what had happened? The anti-doping test was carried out 79 days before I received the notification from UKAD. How on earth did I have any chance of finding a trace concentration of something that had got into my system by contamination nearly 3 months ago? It would be like looking for a needle in a whole barn full of haystacks.

Overwhelmed and in despair in Seyssel village square, I sat waiting for my husband to come and rescue me. I was 50km away from home and in no state to ride anywhere. He arrived and in all honesty we were both a complete mess. The effort and sacrifice we had put into cycling for so many years and the extreme precautions I took with anti-doping made this situation completely unbelievable. I took my anti-doping obligations incredibly seriously because I knew contamination was a serious risk and I also knew that if it did ever happen to me, I would be completely screwed because the chances of being able to prove one’s innocence are so slim.

Still fixated on the dentist, we drove straight there. They let us look through every single medication they stocked. I studied everything but nothing had chlortalidone listed as an ingredient. The dentist I saw was away on maternity leave. “Perhaps she had pre-eclampsia and needed a blood-pressure medication, and somehow the contaminant entered my system this way?”, I remember thinking. The receptionist phoned the dentist for me, but she hadn’t been taking any medication.

Still in my cycling kit and shoes, we went straight to the dentist. We looked through every medication they stocked and checked it for chlortalidone. We took photos of everything that had been used in my treatment to keep as a record.

Within 5 minutes of getting home, I was on the phone with my team owner. I told her everything I knew and I was hysterical with the overwhelming emotion and helplessness of the situation. Mid-call, I got a call back from Mike Morgan of Morgan Sports Law who are specialists in anti-doping proceedings. That first call was the beginning of a long process of research and discovery which has completely changed my understanding and, unfortunately, my faith in the world of anti-doping.


Overview

Since 28th July 2023, I have worked relentlessly to understand, investigate and ultimately demonstrate how my sample could have come to be contaminated with chlortalidone.

The rest of this article will outline the steps I took, the research I did and the horrifying discoveries I made about the absence of preventative measures in the anti-doping system to protect honest and hard-working athletes from contamination risks that WADA have known about for at least a decade. This article will also document the actions of UK Anti-Doping (UKAD) throughout this process, many of which demonstrate why I believe that UKAD (and for that matter WADA) are not currently fit for purpose and require a complete overhaul.


Where did it come from?

From that very first call with Morgan Sports Law, the enormity of the task that lay ahead became apparent. I learnt that the contamination really could have come from anywhere. Supplements, pharmaceuticals (yes, you read that right), food, water, surface contact with the contaminant, contamination through medication of visitors staying in my house. Tracing the source would be hard enough if I had found out the day after the anti-doping test, but 79 days had already elapsed.

Five days before notification by UKAD, my husband and I were celebrating our anniversary at a local Swiss pub. When we went to pay, my husband noticed a sign behind the bar saying New Zealand lamb may contain traces of growth hormones. I was terrified and took a photo to keep as a record “just in case” even though we had eaten a vegetarian meal and hadn’t even ordered lamb.

From 28th July onwards, I was completely paralysed by fear. I had absolutely no idea where the chlortalidone had come from. I stopped taking my medications. I was afraid to eat just about anything; meat, milk, anything that had been through any kind of process, even drinking water concerned me. The extreme stress of this horrifying situation set in and my physical health started to deteriorate. Within a week I was already beginning to have a crisis with my asthma. I knew I needed to take my medications just to keep me healthy, but the anxiety crippled me, knowing now that any of my medications could be contaminated and that anti-doping could turn up again at any minute. Before long I had no choice, I was struggling to breathe properly and I was forced by my poor health to start taking my medication again. Every time I took it I was racked with fear. So many times I broke down in tears and panic just because I had to use my inhalers and take my tablets. It was inhumane. No athlete should live in fear like I was. Health is a human right and choosing to work as an athlete is not a reason that such a fundamental right should be stripped from you.

My mental health was shattered. I was a complete wreck. One of the first bits of advice I was given was “keep the circle small” in order to avoid leaks to the media. In the first days I told the people I needed to tell, those who I worked for and those who had visited my house in the period preceding the test but to everyone else I remained silent. The silence was eating away at me internally, but it was a double edged sword. I needed the support from close friends but at this point, explaining the story and trying to convince people I wasn’t a doper just felt so overwhelming. I felt that my life was over, that I had nothing left. I thought that I would be put in the bin by everyone I knew, that I would be disowned and that I had lost every single thing in life I had worked so hard for. Not just my job, my income, my current and future career prospects but every relationship I had nurtured in life.

Although the feeling that my life was over did not leave me, as I slowly told more and more people, it became clear that in fact not one single person thought that I was a doper or had done anything intentionally. After reciting the same agonising story a critical number of times, I realised that I didn’t even have to say “I would never take a banned substance”. The sentence was superfluous to requirements. These people knew me inside out, they knew my morals, my staunch belief in fairness and how I have always spoken out for what I believe is right. The story was so ludicrous and to anyone who wasn’t UKAD or WADA, it seemed obvious that I should not face a ban.

As July gave way to August, my first task was to make a detailed list of every medicine and supplement I had consumed at the end of April and first two weeks of May. Details of brands, batch numbers, photos and precise details of when each thing was consumed. I also made a list of everything I ate and drank, everywhere I had been, everyone who had stayed at my house or I had been in contact with and what supplements or medications they had consumed.

The fact that supplements are not controlled in the same way as pharmaceuticals is really hammered home in anti-doping education and it’s common knowledge that shop bought supplements can even be purposely laced with banned substances. When you hear about doping cases in the news, it’s almost always due to supplement contamination. Lesson one at anti-doping school is about the risk of supplements and if you must take them, only take ones which have been batch-tested for banned substances.

I could not see how supplements could be the cause of the positive test in my case. I have always been fastidiously careful about them. I didn’t even allow my husband to buy cheaper cycling nutrition for himself because I was so scared about cross over contamination. Since moving to France, I couldn’t access the brands that I have always used and trusted so I would ship products to the UK and go back and pick them up. At home I only used Science in Sport and Healthspan for sports nutrition and supplements. I had been using these products for years and I also knew that I was using the same batch of supplements that I had been using when my previous anti-doping test took place. The very few supplements I was taking were specifically to help with the medical problems that I had.

Once I had ruled out contamination from visitors to my house, I focussed my search on pharmaceuticals.


Chlortalidone in my urine sample

My urine sample tested positive for an estimated concentration of 70ng/ml chlortalidone. While I was sat there panicking about what this meant, my husband reminded me that one nanogram is a billionth of a gram. That fact in itself isn’t really the important bit. The concentration of a substance and whether or not that concentration is indicative of contamination is more complex than that. It depends on both the substance’s half-life (the amount of time it takes for the concentration of the substance to decrease by half in the body) and the potency of the substance, meaning the quantity of a drug that must be ingested in order for the drug to have an effect.

If an athlete really was idiotic enough to want to cheat, then chlortalidone would literally be the last substance on earth to choose. Chlortalidone is a diuretic. Diuretics are not considered to be performance enhancing drugs. Diuretics are banned because they have the potential to act as a masking agent for performance enhancing drugs such as anabolic steroids. This masking effect could only occur when a large enough quantity of a diuretic has been consumed in order to greatly increase the amount of urine produced, therefore diluting the concentration of the banned substance in the urine.

Before this process, I never really understood the meaning of what a masking agent was, believing it to somehow “hide” the biochemical properties of another drug. In fact, it means that any drug which is trying to be masked (such as anabolic steroids) would still be detectable, but at a lower concentration due to dilution. The “masking agent” would then still be detectable as per its normal half-life.

Chlortalidone has by far the longest half-life of any diuretic prohibited by WADA. The average half-life is 48 hours but it can be as long as 89 hours. The diuretic with the next longest half-life is hydrochlorothiazide with an average half-life of 7-8 hours. Other diuretics, such as bumetanide, have half-lives as short as 1 hour.

This means that any ingestion of chlortalidone would take around 2 weeks to be fully excreted from your body (and due to individual variation, could be much longer). Whereas a drug such as bumetanide would be eliminated and untraceable after around 7-8 hours. Even hydrochlorothiazide would no longer be detectable after 2-3 days.  Add to this the impact of the potency of the drug and chlortalidone becomes an even more unsuitable target for athlete abuse. An effective dose of bumetanide is 1mg. An effective dose of chlortalidone is 25-50mg and one single dose is very unlikely to be enough to have any effect as a masking agent. Analysing these aspects of potency and half-life in tandem is very significant when understanding the significance of the estimated urinary concentration of a substance.

The concentration of chlortalidone in my urine sample was multiple orders of magnitude lower than what would be detected following a single medically effective dose1. In the case of chlortalidone, one may expect to see a concentration of around 5000ng/ml, 48h following a single dose. This would greatly increase if more than one dose was taken.

WADA specifies something called a Minimum Required Performance Level (MRPL). The MRPL specifies the lowest level at which a laboratory must be able to detect a substance in order for the laboratory to be WADA accredited. WADA has set this MRPL to ensure detection in a uniform way2. For all diuretics the MRPL is set by WADA at 200ng/ml. However, not all labs are made equal. Whilst all labs must be able to detect diuretics down to 200ng/ml, some labs can detect substances down to the picogram (that’s one thousandth of a nanogram (or one trillionth of a gram)). The 200ng/ml MRPL, however, is not a Minimum Reporting Limit.

A Minimum Reporting Limit (MRL – not to be confused with the MRPL above) is the concentration below which a a given substance will not trigger a positive test. There are very few banned substances which have a MRL. Most substances have a zero-tolerance policy, even if tiny concentrations are detected (such as contamination concentrations) of substances that are medically and physiologically irrelevant at that level.

Having a MRL lower than the MRPL means that one sample could be analysed at two separate laboratories with one returning a positive while the other does not. How WADA can state that this system ensures uniform detection and therefore fairness is absolutely beyond me. Conversely, it does the opposite.

It seems reasonable that there are two very simple measures that anti-doping organisations should have in place.

  • A Minimum Reporting Limit specific to each substance (considering its half-life and potency) which is at least the level of the MRPL.
  • When low concentrations of substances are detected that could be the result of contamination, not to automatically issue an AAF, but create an internal flag to re-test the athlete as soon as possible and more frequently to determine the likely cause of the low concentration.

From the outside, it would be reasonable to expect that WADA know what they are doing and that, in fact, measures such as these are already in place. From my experiences, that is so far from the reality. There are very few substances for which a minimum reporting limit applies. For substances without a minimum reporting limit, no matter how small the concentration, an AAF is always automatically created.

Once an AAF is created, it is then the sole responsibility of the athlete to prove exactly how the substance entered their system. That is an incredibly difficult thing to do as the standards of proof are very high. It is also a very costly thing to do and navigating the complex legal world of anti-doping is confusing and overwhelming. All this when an athlete is at their most vulnerable.

When I first told my best friend about what had happened, he said:

In fact, it’s more than that. You are being charged for a crime, but you are also being told that the police aren’t going to investigate anything themselves. You are guilty until proven innocent and you have to pay every penny of the investigation yourself with no help from the police.

So that’s it. Everything points to contamination, but that’s what UKAD say. Two year ban unless you can find that needle in that barn of haystacks. Oh and by the way, that needle was put there 3 months ago. The haystacks aren’t there anymore but good luck finding them and that needle. 


A short history of contamination

Prior to 28th July 2023, I had no idea that pharmaceuticals could be (and commonly are) contaminated with banned substances, such as diuretics. I also had no idea that water was a potential source of contamination with banned substances. Neither of these facts have ever been taught in anti-doping education. Perhaps that is because WADA know that there is nothing athletes could do to avoid contamination from these sources.

WADA have acknowledged that recent advancements in the sensitivity of testing mean that detection of trace contaminants from banned substances in pharmaceuticals are able to cause an AAF3. Many World Anti-Doping Agency (WADA) accredited laboratories can now measure contaminants down to the level of picograms (one trillionth of a gram). One would rationally expect that an organisation like WADA would have robust systems in place to proactively identify contamination risks to athletes and create measures which prevent athletes from inadvertently testing positive through no fault of their own. Unfortunately, however, that is not yet the case. WADA is not even nearly there. In fact, WADA is, in my opinion, actively failing athletes on a huge scale. Surprisingly, I received an email from WADA stating in black and white the scale of their oversight with regards to contamination issues. More on that later.

In the early days of my research, I spent a huge amount of time studying all of WADA’s rules. There was so much to get through and so many surprising inconsistencies. .

Given the fact that athletes have never been warned about the risks of pharmaceuticals, it is surprising that WADA’s rules are actually very clear on the importance of athlete education in order “to prevent intentional and unintentional doping”. The WADA code itself even states that Education programs are “intended to preserve the spirit of the sport and the protection of Athlete’s health”. WADA’s rules also say that “Education should be evidence based” and that “Education programs should raise awareness by highlighting topics and issues related to clean sport”.

However WADA has not sufficiently (or in fact ever) educated athletes on the risk of contamination from pharmaceuticals and WADA has done very little to protect athletes from these contamination events. WADA has allowed the detection science to progress and acknowledged the problem, whilst simultaneously ignoring the consequences. Athletes’ lives and careers are being destroyed overnight because WADA are not keeping pace with technological advancements.


WADA and diuretic contamination

For at least a decade, WADA has been aware that diuretics can be contaminants of both water and pharmaceuticals at a level high enough to trigger an AAF.

Just down the road from where I live, Lake Geneva (Lac Léman in French) is considered to be one of the cleanest lakes in the world. I’m sure it would surprise you to know that 3 years ago, ecotoxicologist Natalie Chevre said that there were at least 50 tonnes of pharmaceuticals and 12 tonnes of pesticides in Lake Geneva4. After ingesting a medication, it doesn’t just disappear. A proportion gets filtered out of you, it ends up in the sewers and most sewers don’t filter out all pharmaceuticals, so then it ends up in the water. You may remember seeing headline news about the concerning levels of oestrogen present in Britain’s tap water due to widespread use of the contraceptive pill, and the concern for its impact on male fertility levels5,6. Fortunately, the contraceptive pill is not a banned substance. However, diuretics, which are one of the most commonly used classes of medications, are banned in sport. Every person reading this will probably know someone who is taking a diuretic. Their use is ubiquitous worldwide to treat high blood-pressure, heart failure, liver cirrhosis and a whole host of other medical conditions. Consequently, these diuretics end up in our water. Look hard enough and in small enough concentrations and you will begin to realise that everything is everywhere.

In 2013 Jack Burke, one of the best junior cyclists in the world at the time, tested positive for 1ng/ml of the diuretic hydrochlorothiazide7. He was found to have No Fault or Negligence and no period of ineligibility was imposed on him, as the positive test was the result of ingesting contaminated water. Despite there clearly being no way Jack could have possibly known that the water he was drinking was contaminated with a minute amount of a banned substance, Jack, like me, still has Anti-Doping Rule Violations (ADRVs) to his name for both “use” and “presence” of the banned substance.

Yes, you read that correctly. An athlete goes through hell after having done absolutely nothing wrong. The relevant body then clears the athlete of all wrongdoing and the athlete is subject to no ban, yet the athlete is still “guilty” of having “committed” ADRVs. In Jack’s case, he tried for years to get a World Tour contract but the harsh reality was that because of the way this system works, teams and sponsors could not and would not touch him. A two year ban is effectively a life-sentence. Even being cleared of all wrong-doing, like me and Jack, is still a life-sentence, especially in cycling. WADA must change their rules in this respect to address the implications for athletes who are found to not be at any fault.

In 2014, a Swiss athlete returned an in-competition positive test for a low concentration of Hydrochlorothiazide. With help from Antidoping Switzerland and the institute for preventive doping research in Cologne, Germany, the source of the contamination was investigated and was found to be due to an over the counter pharmaceutical, an NSAID (e.g. Ibuprofen)8.

However, the contamination that occurred in the case above is not a one off. In fact, it is common and fell within the purity limits for pharmaceutical production that are governed by a regulation called “Good Manufacturing Practices”. This information in isolation should be incredibly concerning for athletes. Good Manufacturing Practices (GMP) allows for a certain proportion of a drug to be contaminated. The reason this contamination limit is in place is purely a safety feature to ensure that the drug meets its pharmacological purpose. Drug companies do not have to make sure their products are 100% pure and completely free of contamination from other active pharmaceutical ingredients. Of course, pharma companies are not bound by the zero-tolerance policies which WADA sets and by which athletes must live. But worryingly, WADA do not properly account for the fact that pharma companies produce products which are not 100% pure and can cause inadvertent positive tests for athletes. As you can see, this leads to a rather large problem.

WADA’s Fundamental Rationale for the World Anti-Doping Code9 states:

Given that WADA do not provide adequate protection or mechanisms to prevent athletes receiving bans due to contaminated medications, it is simply not possible that WADA can be protecting the health of athletes.

In a later section I will detail the shocking scale of contamination that is rife in the pharma industry at a far higher level than is allowed even by the GMP regulations.

Anti-doping experts undertaking the study above8 found that the level of contamination of the NSAID was within the limits set by GMP. As a result, the experts recommended a minimum reporting limit of 200ng/ml should be put in place for ALL diuretic substances in order to avoid inadvertent positive tests due to legitimate use of permitted pharmaceuticals. This study was published in April 2016. It is important to note that it is rare for anti-doping organisations to actively investigate the source of a positive test and go to the lengths that they did here in commissioning a scientific study proving the risks that pharmaceuticals pose to clean athletes. Normally, that task and the associated costs fall solely on the athlete.

WADA was aware of this case and should have known a 200ng/ml Minimum Reporting Limit had been recommended based on a scientific experiment by experts at the forefront of anti-doping research.

However, WADA did nothing and athletes continued to pay the price.

As the sensitivity of testing crept up over the years since, so did the number of positive tests. This wasn’t simply because more tests were being carried out, but in fact from 2016 onwards the proportion of tests positive for a diuretic substance started increasing as well. A simplified explanation may be just to say “WADA is catching more cheats than ever before.” But is that really the truth? How many athletes are really using diuretics in order to cheat when diuretics alone don’t even have a performance enhancing effect and when the testing is so sensitive that they know it’s going to be detected anyway?

In 2019, WADA finally created the “Contaminants Working Group” with a mandate:

Concurrently, a number of experts were working with the United States Anti-Doping Agency (USADA) on a scientific study having had numerous athletes test positive for diuretic substances due to contaminated pharmaceuticals1. In this USADA study, the only common factors between contaminating substances were that they were diuretics and that the medications were generic.

A generic medication is one with the same active-ingredients and pharmacological characteristics as a brand-name drug, but usually costs a lot less to produce. Generic medications are often manufactured in the far east due to lower production costs and a factory may produce many different types of medications in the same facility. I will discuss later the poor standards and cross-contamination issues in production of generic medication.

In the USADA study, 5 diuretics were identified as contaminants, all of which have significantly shorter half-lives than chlortalidone. The study concluded that a minimum reporting limit of up to 100ng/ml would be appropriate for those particular substances. The study also provided excellent graphical representation of the clear demarcation between low level tests, most likely indicative of contamination, and the clustered tests in the 1,000-10,000ng/ml range which are more clearly indicative of use of a medically relevant dose of the drug1.

Mario Thevis, an expert at the forefront of anti-doping research, published a paper in 2021 specifically warning about pharmacokinetic outliers10, “drugs with particularly long elimination periods and corresponding detection windows” (such as chlortalidone) and the care and attention that must be paid to low level positives to ensure that athletes are not unfairly penalised. Critically, Thevis stated:


WADA letting the cat out of the bag

This is what my life looked like for months. Trawling through mountains of rules and scientific studies. Marcus provided occasional enforced breaks by lying on top of my computer.

I wanted to quiz WADA about chlortalidone. I knew of multiple athletes in similar situations as me. Surely WADA must be aware that chlortalidone is a contaminant and be in the process of adding it to their list of contaminants? Morgan Sports Law emailed WADA with a lawyer-ised version of my questions. WADA’s first response was that:

WADA’s very short first response to our enquiries regarding chlortalidone contamination

These two lines of seemingly nonchalantly presented text simply wasn’t satisfactory. I was determined to get more information from WADA. In WADA’s second email response, they told us the number of positive cases there have been in previous years and how many there had been so far in 2023. Yet WADA even managed to get this bit of information wrong as the figures they gave didn’t match their publicly available records.

I wasn’t satisfied and I asked Morgan Sports Law to press again. This is when WADA seemed to get frustrated with my questions. WADA’s full response read as follows:

WADA’s third email with some rather shocking revelations

WAIT. WHAT?

Hold on a minute. The World Anti-Doping Agency DOES NOT KEEP RECORDS of which substances have found to be contaminants?  Then who does?

WADA literally just told us that Chlortalidone is not known as a contaminant of medication (or Meat). There is therefore no reason for the Contaminants Working Group (or other WADA group or body) to consider introducing a MRL for this substance.

But they also told us that they don’t keep any records of what substances are contaminants. So how can they possibly know whether or not chlortalidone is a contaminant of meat or medication?

WADA has a contaminants working group that is specifically designed to “assess the risk associated with legitimate medicines based upon real cases (e.g. diuretics in pain medication).” How can that group possibly be fit for purpose when the critical information they need is not even recorded by WADA?

I had so many emotions reading that email. I was furious, devastated, helpless, destroyed, shocked and frustrated that WADA seemed to be so flippant about a subject that was literally tearing my life apart.

Throughout this process, I had studied a huge amount of caselaw from the Court of Arbitration for Sport (CAS – the most senior court in anti-doping). One case in particular (CAS 94/129 USA Shooting v. UIT)11 had the most wonderful quote in it which felt so apt in light of the revelation that even WADA does not keep appropriate records. In this particular case, CAS was unequivocal about the standards that the regulators of the rules should meet11:

I was speechless after reading WADA’s emails. Marcus provided a more visual representation of exactly what he thought of WADA’s rules and their behaviour.

WADA’s contaminants working group

Without being present at the meetings, it is difficult to say whether WADA’s contaminants working group has failed in meeting its mandate12, or whether WADA has failed in executing recommendations of the contaminants working group. Whether or not either of the above has occurred, we know from WADA’s emails that WADA has not kept adequate (or any) contamination records with which to provide the working group accurate information.

In June 2021, 8 years after the Jack Burke case with water contamination and 7 years after the Swiss athlete case with a contaminated pharmaceutical, WADA released a statement concerning diuretic contamination13.

WADA had decided to introduce a minimum reporting limit, but only for 6 diuretics and only at 20ng/ml13 (180ng/ml lower than the Minimum Required Performance Level for WADA accredited labs and Minimum Reporting Limit recommended by experts in the USADA study1).

I cannot possibly understand why WADA only gave a minimum reporting limit to 6 diuretics. There is no credible scientific reason why these 6 diuretics would be contaminants of medications whilst others would not. There is nothing in the chemical structure of these 6 drugs which means they are more likely to be left as a residue in the manufacturing process and therefore become a contaminant. There is no indication that these 6 drugs are more likely to be manufactured in facilities where cross contamination is more likely to occur.

The 6 diuretics for which WADA gave a minimum reporting limit were the 5 that USADA studied1 and one other. It seemed that WADA were expecting external organisations to do the research for them. USADA1, Swiss anti-doping8 and very wealthy athletes who have a huge amount of money at their disposal to commission scientific studies.

It also appears that WADA either couldn’t or didn’t thoroughly assess their own data. So I decided to do it for them.

WADA provide publicly available records of the numbers of tests and AAFs each year. Unfortunately, there is no public data on the concentration levels of the positive tests, however, some of that can be inferred from the table below.

I collated all the data from all AAFs for diuretic substances between 2008 and 2022. There is a lot of information to digest so I will pick out the main points.

NB: When I presented this data to UKAD, the 2022 data were not yet available but have since been made public and therefore included.
The original table can be downloaded below.

From 2015 onwards, as the testing equipment became more advanced, the percentage of samples that returned a positive test for a diuretic steadily increased.

In the years 2014 and 2015, 0.14% of samples were positive for a diuretic. By 2019 that figure had increased to 0.24%.

In June 2021, WADA introduced their minimum reporting limit of 20ng/ml for 6 diuretics. That meant that any test at that level or below would not be reported at all. This limit was backdated for the 2020 and 2021 testing figures.

In 2020, with the figures adjusted for the new minimum reporting limit for the 6 diuretics, the percentage of samples positive for a diuretic suddenly dropped back down to 0.14%, the lowest seen since 2015. In 2021, that figure was 0.13%, the lowest since 2012.

The sudden drop in percentage of positive tests from 2019 to 2020 represented a 42% reduction in the number of athletes returning a positive test. Comparing the 2021 figures with the 2019 figures, we see a 46% reduction in positive tests.

But what does this actually mean? It means that at least 40% of the tests carried out could have been positive at a level indicative of contamination. I say “at least” because you must remember two things: the minimum reporting limit was only introduced for 6 substances (out of at least 37); contamination can cause concentrations well above 20ng/ml depending on the substance and its half-life.

Based on the 2019 and 2021 figures, it is possible that 316 athletes returned positive tests due to contamination in 2019 alone. This estimation is only for the 6 specific diuretics. The real figure is likely to be much higher.

How does WADA compensate athletes that have been wrongly accused of cheating? How do they give them back those two years of life? Repay them for all the lost earnings and legal fees? Repair their shattered mental health? The short answer is, they don’t.


My care with anti-doping

Everything I was going through was horrific and part of the reason it hurt quite so much was because throughout my career I put an immense amount of effort into my anti-doping responsibilities. It is only now that I am officially “retired” (thanks to all this) and no longer on whereabouts, that I realise quite how much energy I consumed worrying about it.

Whereabouts is the system athletes use to provide the testing authorities with athletes’ locations three months in advance. Athletes must provide detailed information about overnight accommodation, regular activities, travel and racing schedules.

I was able to provide UKAD with evidence of so many times when I had gone to great lengths to ensure I was meeting my anti-doping obligations. I showed UKAD emails documenting how doctors had repeatedly asked me to increase my asthma medication because I was so unwell and I flatly refused because I was terrified about nearing the anti-doping limit for my inhalers. I refused the use of a nebuliser for asthma when I was so unwell I couldn’t walk upstairs because I knew I would need to apply for a TUE (Therapeutic Use Exemption). Athletes use a website called GlobalDRO which provides accurate and up to date information on whether a medication is safe to take in and out of competition. I always checked and rechecked all my medications for banned substances even if it was a medication I used repeatedly. I only ever used batch tested supplements and nutrition and I used them sparingly.

I was fastidious with my whereabouts, providing exceptional levels of detail for how to find my location, wherever I was. I had a nightly alarm to remind me to update my whereabouts so that if I was travelling unexpectedly or needed to update my hotel room number I wouldn’t forget. I realise now that all the worry about complying to every letter of the rules cost me dearly whilst I was a professional. It cost me in stress and it also cost me in quality and quantity of sleep as I was always so anxious about the consequences of not hearing the doorbell or a knock on a hotel door when wearing earplugs.

The irony of all that worry when the one potential source of contamination that I couldn’t control and had no idea was a risk was right there in front of me. My medication. No reasonable person would expect that a medication could be contaminated. But WADA knew and had known for years.


The true scale of pharmaceutical contamination

Having had a number of serious illnesses the past few years, I had to take a number of medications. I was always meticulous about listing all of my medications on my anti-doping forms and had done so for this test too.

After discovering that pharmaceuticals could be and often were contaminated with banned substances, I started to do more research in to the subject. I suspected that the contamination of pharmaceuticals could be worse than WADA were letting on, but I didn’t yet have any proof.

Preparing a mountain of mince pies for a Christmas friends dinner using Josceline Dimbleby’s fantastic recipe. These simple pleasures provided me with excellent distraction.

My husband and I had a Christmas lunch with our friends. They were all worried about us and asked how we were getting on. It just so happened that one of our friends worked in the pharmaceutical industry. When explaining what I had found out about contamination of medication, my friend almost laughed out loud. He told us all about the notoriously poor standards within the pharmaceutical industry and stories of factories being contaminated with rat faeces. Well, if the factories can’t even control rat faeces, then can they really prevent cross-contamination of medications produced using the same equipment? He pointed me in the direction of the FDA, the American Food and Drug Administration who have ample publicly available records from their inspections of pharmaceutical facilities. I simply wasn’t prepared for what I was about to find out.

In 2021, Bloomberg reported on cross-contamination issues in big pharma and how it was so serious that it could jeopardise Olympic dreams14. Bloomberg shed light on how deep the issue of cross-contamination runs and the sloppy standards plaguing the pharmaceutical industry. Bloomberg reported that:

I started trawling through the hundreds of publicly available FDA records15. The FDA has to give factories advance notice of inspections, yet here are just some of the shocking findings that were reported by the FDA.

  • Swab samples with 800 times the acceptable limit of previously manufactured drugs16.
  • At one firm, direct and indirect contact surfaces had not been cleaned or examined for cleanliness since installation over 14 years ago17. During the inspection, residue samples were collected at the end of placebo batches and subsequent cleaning, which also demonstrated active ingredient cross-contamination on surfaces17.
  • Original test reports torn up and discarded in plastic bags. Destruction of finished drug product records by an analyst who put them in a bin and poured acid on them18.
  • Visible thick build-up of material on equipment marked as “cleaned”16.
  • Multiple occurrences of visibly contaminated tablets and capsules19.

I could go on for a really long time, but I will spare us all. I’m sure you get the picture. The pharmaceutical industry isn’t as squeaky clean as they would like you to think. Not even nearly.

My conclusion, like Bloomberg’s, was that it was therefore not surprising that pharmaceuticals were contaminated, but it was inevitable. It was also therefore obvious that athletes who are undergoing treatment for chronic health conditions and are required to take regular medication are at a disproportionately increased risk of being the casualty of a contamination event and an inadvertent positive test.

Anti-doping regulations have not sufficiently adapted to the compounding factors of the rapid growth of the complex pharmaceutical supply chain leading to poor quality pharmaceuticals and the increased sensitivity of scientific testing methods enabling detections of very low concentrations. As a result, hard-working, honest and innocent athletes risk being penalised for protecting their health and instead have their careers and lives destroyed.


My search for the contaminant and exhaustion of my resources

My previous anti-doping test was two months prior on 14th March 2023. I compared my doping control forms for the differences in medications between the two tests. This helped to narrow down my search for the source of the contamination. I knew that I did not still have the original batch of most of these medications. But there were two medications left in the cupboard which could have been from the same batch as that I had been taking before the contaminated test.

For instance, with paracetamol, we tended to buy it in the UK. It is much cheaper than here in France, so we stock up and bring it home. In the cupboard we had 9 trays of paracetamol with different batch numbers and/or manufacturers. I submitted every single batch to a lab for testing for chlortalidone. Just testing the paracetamol cost €1800. They were all negative.

I could not afford to test everything and so I submitted items for testing in batches starting with the ones that my legal team and I perceived were most likely to be the source (e.g. those which could possibly have been from the same batch I used before the test, like the paracetamol). Medications which were a secondary priority were the ones for which I didn’t have the original batch but bought a replacement from the same local pharmacies to test “just in case” it was also tainted or had the same batch number. The lowest priority were my supplements as not only had they already been batch tested, but I also knew I was taking the exact same batch during my previous (negative) test in March. In total, I did 28 tests for 12 separate medications (including those used by the dentist) for chlortalidone. All were negative.

Only a few days after hearing from UKAD for the first time, I drove to Strasbourg to deliver my medication to a laboratory for testing. In order to get the medications there as soon as possible, I left home at midnight, drove through the night and arrived at 5am. I couldn’t sleep so I went for a walk in the sleepy city. Seeing otters playing in the river was the exact tonic I needed at that moment.

Right from the start, I knew that establishing the source of the contamination was going to be hard. It was 79 days after my test that I received the email from UKAD. This is not normal. The rules recommend that sample results should be returned within 20 days. Yet there are no special circumstances for athletes who find themselves searching for a contaminant they ingested 3 months ago instead of less than 3 weeks ago.

There were many occasions where my legal representatives at the time asked for extensions to deadlines because trying to trace specific batches of medications that I had used 3 months ago was so difficult. I was working flat out trying to gather information, source specific brands and batches of medication, contact pharmacies, contact pharmaceutical companies, even trying to directly contact pharmaceutical manufacturing facilities in India. All of this took time and was made exponentially more challenging by the huge delay in me being notified of the result. Additionally, I simply couldn’t afford to proceed at the pace of much wealthier athletes.

It is widely reported that Chris Froome’s defence totalled 7 million euros20. It is also reported that athletes in near identical circumstances to Froome, but with significantly lower financial resources, faced a ban21. The anti-doping system should not be discriminatory against athletes with lower financial means, but it unquestionably is.

My specific circumstances were repeatedly explained to UKAD when requesting extensions. UKAD were neither helpful, nor understanding. You will probably be surprised to learn that if an athlete wants their B sample tested, they have to pay for it themselves. £1271 plus VAT at 20%. I didn’t have many concerns about the testing process. I knew it was my sample because it contained the asthma medication I use every day and there were no issues when I provided the sample. I wanted to test the B sample because I wanted to be thorough, especially due to the extreme delay of the laboratory returning my sample and I had been advised that this particular laboratory had had a number of inaccuracies in their testing processes in the past. However, the reality was that it was a better use of my finances to search for the precise source of contamination by, for instance, getting medications tested for chlortalidone at a private laboratory and employing specialist lawyers to help me understand the process and how and what to search for.

I repeatedly explained to UKAD that due to the cost of the B sample, I wanted to continue my investigation first. If, for instance, the first batch of paracetamol I tested was contaminated, then doing the B sample would have been a huge waste of money. It is simple logic.

But not for UKAD. UKAD sent an email stating:

My legal team tried to reason with UKAD on my behalf. It did not work.

Behind the scenes I was in turmoil. Paying for the B sample would have meant borrowing money and putting more financial strain on me and my husband. Not doing the B sample didn’t seem fair and I knew I would open myself up to public criticism which I wasn’t in a position to handle at the time. We asked UKAD if specific measures could be made to reduce costs. Their answer was no. We then asked UKAD if they would contribute towards the costs. The right to a B sample is a fundamental right of an athlete as defined by both WADA and the Court of Arbitration for Sport22,23,24,25. It would appear that an athlete only has the right to a B sample if they can afford it, because, you guessed it, the answer from UKAD was no.

One of the things I found funniest, in the sickening meaning of the word, was UKAD’s sense of fairness during this process. On 29th September 2023, UKAD sent an email appearing to be frustrated by my extension requests. UKAD stated:

It is apparently perfectly acceptable for me not to be notified of my test result for 79 days with no consequences to either UKAD or the laboratory. However, when I am trying to locate a contaminant far smaller than a single grain of sugar that was consumed over three months ago (remembering that my life and future rests on it), UKAD implied that it is not reasonable for me to take 51 extra days to look for it (two thirds of the amount of time between my test and receiving the result).

In fact, when you learn that the urine test which detected chlortalidone was undertaken by the laboratory on the day following collection (12 May 2023), it is incomprehensible that no party acted immediately. UKAD did not request that I was promptly tested again to confirm if this low concentration was due to contamination. Neither did they give me a heads up to keep all my medication, food and drinks and provide an immediate list of everything I had done. Everyone waited. And while they waited, everything became exponentially harder.


Running on empty

After a few months I couldn’t even look at my bike or kit anymore. I couldn’t ever imagine wanting to use it again. I took up trail running which both helped to fill the cavernous hole that cycling had left and usually helped to clear my head. But there were also those days where I could think about nothing else and I was just running in my own echo chamber of torture.

In July 2023, I considered myself to be in a comfortable position financially. My husband and I both had an income, we had what we considered quite a lot of savings and we were incredibly fortunate not to have to worry about day to day expenses. The reality is that most athletes do not have the resources to even begin to defend themselves in a process such as this. It is a human right to have a fair trial and this process is inherently unfair.

Less than 3 months after notification, I had spent in excess of 38,000 euros investigating this case. That included every penny of savings that my husband and I had accrued as well as money borrowed from both mine and my husband’s family. These costs barely scratched the surface of the initial investigation. Furthermore, I was no longer receiving an income due to the provisional suspension which compounded the financial and emotional stress. I was advised that taking this matter to a tribunal (which was, at the time, the best chance of reducing the ban from two years) would cost me around £100,000. Given that I have spent at least 1500 hours on this case, I believe that estimate is much less than it would have actually cost to get the same outcome if I hadn’t had the good fortune and specific knowledge to be able to fight this process myself.

I was so close to packing it all in. I was repeatedly told that if I didn’t find the specific source of contamination, for example by a particular product returning a positive result after lab testing, then I wouldn’t get a reduction in ban. So what was the point then? Even if I did have hundreds of thousands of pounds. It would just be more time, money, and stress for nothing.

I knew already that professional cycling was over for me. Even if I wanted to go back, I didn’t think I ever could because of how damaging this has been and the way it has destroyed my husband and me. I could not risk putting us both through anything like this again.

I still had the perpetually sickening feeling that my life was over. My mental health had been ripped to shreds. I consistently felt that I had lost everything, that I would never be able to work due to my name being tarnished, that when the world and the cycling community finally found out I would be labelled as a doper and discarded by all those who I thought cared about me. That I would lose my integrity which is so deeply entrenched in the core of all my beliefs and actions. This is one of the things that hurt the most. I became deeply depressed. Over the months, it worsened and I started to have suicidal thoughts. It was terrifying for me and deeply harrowing for my husband. After reaching crisis point multiple times, I eventually sought the help I so desperately needed. It wasn’t a quick fix, it never is, but I am genuinely thankful to my psychiatrist and most importantly to all my loved ones who supported me so unequivocally that I am still here writing this today. In truth, I don’t know if we will ever fully recover from the deep scars this process has left.

What this had done to us was the one reason I knew I had to continue. I knew I had to fight this with everything I had, for all those athletes who didn’t have the good fortune of good education and an incredible network of support like I have had. For those without the financial resources. For all those whom this process has torn to shreds. I owed it to all those athletes past, present and future to do everything in my power to change the system. I truly believed that if I couldn’t do it, no one could.

*Excuse me whilst I take a break to have a quick cry*

I decided to fight. To fight to incite essential positive change. I could no longer afford legal support and my formal representation from Morgan Sports Law ceased. But I cannot say thank you enough to them. Getting to this point without them would have been impossible in a system which works so fiercely against protecting athletes. Morgan Sports Law also continued to help me on an ad hoc pro-bono basis. Although I did all of the substantive research and written work myself, their support and legal guidance was invaluable and I have to personally thank Sam Comb who worked on my case and gave up so much of his own time to help me. I am really incredibly grateful.

By this point I had read the WADA Code inside out. I was convinced to the letter of the rules that I should very clearly not be facing a ban. There are various sanctions that can result from a positive test. I was unequivocal in my belief that I should be given a finding of “No Fault or Negligence”. The WADA definition is as follows:

It was clear to me that all the evidence I had presented to UKAD demonstrated not only that I took my anti-doping responsibilities very seriously, but there was literally nothing more I could possibly have done to have avoided the “use” of a banned substance. That first part was clear. Personally I don’t like the term “use” because I feel it implies knowing use of a substance, but disappointingly it is the term WADA has given to indicate how something got in to your body, regardless of the means.

The athlete must also establish how the prohibited substance entered the athlete’s body.” Well now this is just one of the instances in which the whole system is a complete mess.

The WADA rules clearly state:

The Court of Arbitration for Sport has consistently ruled for many years that in cases where a substance could not be specifically traced to its precise original source, that it can still be established on the balance of probabilities how that substance entered the athlete’s system7,26,27,28,29.

UKAD didn’t argue that the chlortalidone use was intentional. I understand from both emails and many phone conversations that at no point did UKAD believe either that I had “used” chlortalidone intentionally, or that I had actually ingested a pharmacologically effective dose. Yet UKAD’s key argument was that the burden of proof lay on me to rule these scenarios out.

UKAD’s argument made no sense. I had presented UKAD with a huge amount of scientific evidence, documentation, research and caselaw as well as incredibly detailed written submissions (my final submissions were 144 pages and over 42,000 words). These documents demonstrated that not only was pharmaceutical contamination evident on the balance of probabilities, but it was beyond reasonable doubt. Given the content of my submissions, UKAD’s argument was also contradictory to the manner in which the Court of Arbitration for Sport have consistently ruled.

With such extensive written submissions and scientific evidence to file I worked all through the day and often all through the night. In the last weeks leading up to my submission deadline my husband would go to sleep and leave me at the desk working. When he woke up I would barely have moved, typing away and no idea of how much time had passed. Delia thought she was helping me by doing filing at 5am. She wasn’t, but she did help keep me awake.

Positive test for formoterol

You may be thinking, all this talk of chlortalidone is all very well, but why did you also test positive for formoterol? That is an excellent question.

My sample tested positive for 2.9ng/ml of formoterol. Formoterol is a medication I take as part of an inhaler called Symbicort. I have been taking this medication since summer 2020. It is listed by WADA as a threshold substance, meaning that it is allowed to be present in urine up to a concentration of 40ng/ml on the basis that it was likely the result of permitted therapeutic use. I have never exceeded the allowed daily dose of formoterol and I have written evidence documenting my care with this.

Although the WADA rules state that formoterol is allowed up to 40ng/ml30, the problem is that the WADA rules also state in conjunction with a diuretic that ANY LEVEL of formoterol is considered an AAF31. As it stands, the two WADA rules currently contradict each other. UKAD were supplied with all the evidence of my longstanding use of formoterol, my clinical diagnosis for asthma, my adherence to the anti-doping rules and my prescriptions for the inhaler. My position was that the AAF for formoterol should have been reported by the laboratory, but it should then have been discarded once it had been established that it was for medical reasons well below the limit for permitted use. It is both unfair and illogical that an athlete subject to a contamination event with a diuretic should have an AAF for a medication they take to treat a chronic health condition.

This is where it gets really silly.

UKAD commissioned a scientific expert to examine my case. UKAD’s expert’s conclusion in full regarding formoterol is that:

Having read the opinion of UKAD’s own scientific expert, I was quite sure that UKAD would indeed throw out the Anti-Doping Rule Violation (ADRV) for formoterol as it was so blindingly obvious that it was used within the rules and for medical reasons. Surely an athlete can’t be directly punished for having a medical condition?

UKAD did not throw out the formoterol ADRV.

UKAD did state that they accepted my evidence regarding my prescription and how I had used formoterol around the time of the sample. However, in an even more baffling turn of events, UKAD ignored the conclusion of their scientific expert and alleged that I had therefore “committed” Anti-Doping Rule Violations for both the “presence” and “use” of formoterol.


UKAD’s submissions. Are UKAD fit for purpose?

On 27th March 2024, UKAD sent me their written submissions. Given the detail, research and abundance of scientific evidence I had presented, what could they really say? I didn’t think it would take long to read UKAD’s submissions and write my response.

How wrong I was. UKAD’s response was both incomplete and misleading. It was strewn with factual inaccuracies. At two critical points, UKAD misquoted me and stated it as fact. They then went on to use this as evidence for why I was both at fault and why in their opinion (and they wrongly stated this was my opinion too), I had not established the source of chlortalidone. UKAD’s statements were manifestly untrue and completely unacceptable. I was genuinely shocked that a professional organisation produced such a poor quality document in such an important situation.

One of the most worrying things (of which there were many by this point) was that UKAD demonstrated that they had so little scientific understanding of what was an inherently scientific process. UKAD stated that I had not provided pharmacokinetic evidence. This was simply untrue and I referred UKAD back to numerous pages of pharmacokinetic evidence I had provided, graphs I had made and scientific studies I had referenced.

More importantly, it was indicative of the fact that UKAD as it stands is simply not fit for purpose. If UKAD cannot understand basic scientific concepts, it is simply not possible that UKAD should hold such a position of power over athletes’ futures in anti-doping proceedings.

Even aspects in which one would imagine UKAD lawyers really should be experts, such as referencing caselaw from the Court of Arbitration for Sport, was also a shambles. UKAD referenced a quote that did not exist and referenced a myriad of cases in a manner which was highly inappropriate to my case and the points they were trying to make.

In order to try to discredit the impact of the 79 day delay, UKAD used a argument which was a carbon copy of WADA’s argument in a case with a 44 day delay which was held before the Court of Arbitration for Sport32.  I would imagine that UKAD knew that this was the exact argument that WADA had used, and therefore UKAD should have also known that the court found WADA’s argument not to be compelling and in fact rather worrying.

I was not only shocked, upset and disheartened by UKAD’s written response, but I truly felt that responding to UKAD was a huge waste of both mine and the tribunal panel’s time as I sought in the main part to repeat and correct facts that had already been thoroughly and carefully presented.

I really was fed up when responding to UKAD’s written submissions but I was grateful to have Marcus and Delia around to try to keep my spirits up.

The hair test and UKAD’s complete 180

Due to a recent number of chlortalidone positives at contamination concentrations, two separate anti-doping scientists had very recently undertaken studies examining chlortalidone in hair. One study compared the concentrations found in an athlete’s hair (who alleged contamination) with a patient undergoing daily treatment. The results showed 2pg/mg (athlete hair) compared to 824pg/mg (daily treatment)33. The second study recreated a contamination scenario with two volunteers. The subsequent hair tests detected chlortalidone at levels of 0.78pg/mg and 4.2pg/mg34.

I was also aware of another recent case in which hair testing provided important evidence to demonstrate that an athlete had not intentionally used chlortalidone and proved it was due to contamination. UKAD argued that my failure to perform a hair sample analysis prevented me from demonstrating that my positive test was inadvertent like in the recent case above. The simple reason that I had not previously undergone the hair sample analysis was because I was told that a hair test would be in the region of €3-5,000 and I didn’t have enough money earlier in the process. Additionally, I was also previously advised that even if I did the hair test and it showed contamination, I would still need to find the precise contamination source. That argument always seemed illogical to me but as I hope you have learnt from this article, anti-doping organisations do not have entirely logical systems.

In addition to the financial implications of the test, I also felt very strongly that the rules were clear and pharmaceutical contamination had been proven on the balance of probabilities. Therefore, the hair test was not necessary. Why should I have to spend thousands more? In the end, my hands were tied. I did not want to risk losing this case after all this work. It was now only two and a half weeks until the tribunal. My hair sample had been taken in August and kept at a laboratory during this time and I asked the panel for special permission to have my hair submitted for testing at this late stage.

UKAD first responded stating that they did not object to me doing the test, but that providing the extra evidence would make no difference to the way UKAD proceeds or puts its case. This was a bizarre statement as UKAD had also submitted just the day before that it was the hair test itself that distinguished my case from another case when establishing the source on the balance of probability.

I provided UKAD with the hair test results. Unsurprisingly, the hair test indicated low level contamination in a short period just preceding my anti-doping test (4pg/mg, the same result as one of the volunteers in the contamination study34). Before and after that period, there was zero chlortalidone in my hair.

Surprisingly, however, after stating that provision of this evidence would not change UKAD’s position, UKAD did a full 180. In fact I don’t even think that accurately describes what happened. They sort of spun themselves round in circles and sheepishly walked backwards. UKAD no longer wanted to take the matter to a tribunal hearing. Instead, they wanted to agree what is essentially a settlement.

UKAD told me that after everything, they found me to bear No Fault or Negligence and therefore would be subject to no sanction and no period of ineligibility.

What?


No fault or negligence offer

When I got the call from UKAD confirming their “offer”, I think I actually laughed. Sometimes situations are simply so outrageously ridiculous you either have to laugh or cry. I was standing by the window on the phone. My husband was sitting on the sofa listening. I calmly replied to UKAD’s lawyer with something akin to “so after 9 months of me repeatedly stating the same thing you’re finally admitting that I was right all along.” My husband was not so calm at this point. He sat with his head in his hands in utter desperation.

Please do not misunderstand this. This was in fact an excellent result as I will shortly explain. But for UKAD to turn around and effectively say, oh yeah no worries, you were actually right all along, was simultaneously agonising and heartbreaking after what we’d been through. I was ready to fight for my life at the tribunal in front of a panel of experts. It was almost an anti-climax. Yes, I was getting the result I deserved, but there was no understanding from their side of what this had cost, there were no repercussions for UKAD and their actions throughout this process. They didn’t even say sorry.

Part of UKAD’s terms for agreeing no sanction were that I would accept No Fault or Negligence for both the chlortalidone and the formoterol. I discussed this on the phone with UKAD. I was told that UKAD had discussed this matter with WADA and that UKAD knew that WADA would appeal the decision if the formoterol AAFs were thrown out. I wasn’t happy about this. I felt that I had been forced into a corner into accepting that I had “committed” Anti-Doping Rule Violations for an inhaler I am prescribed to treat asthma. It was both upsetting and distressing to be penalised for maintaining my health.

But I also knew that this would be a landmark case and the implication that having a national anti-doping organisation like UKAD make a decision like this without having traced the specific contaminant was huge for other athletes in my position. Although I believed that I could achieve an even better personal outcome if I continued to take this matter to a tribunal, I had to remind myself that the reason I was doing this was to try to incite essential positive change. This result as it stands has the potential to drastically change outcomes for athletes in the same situation as me.

Part of UKAD’s conditions for agreeing this finding and therefore not going to a tribunal was that the costs would “lie where they fall”. This meant that I would not recuperate any of the costs that I had borne, well over €40,000 by now, not including the salary I lost whilst I was provisionally suspended last year and the work I had put into this case. I tried to fight it but UKAD would not budge.

The only condition which UKAD accepted from my side was that the “reasoned decision”, the document which UKAD would publish to explain how they came to their finding, must be made publicly available so that other athletes in my situation could use it to support their cases. I requested that UKAD include a list of points in their reasoned decision that were incredibly important to me and which were the focus of my submissions but UKAD would not give me written assurances. I felt it was important that both mine and UKAD’s arguments were justly and fairly represented in the “reasoned decision”. It needed to be both sides of the story.

When the reasoned decision was issued, most of my key points were missing. I asked UKAD to make alterations to include these points. “After careful consideration of all the points you have made”, stated UKAD, they proceeded not to make a single amendment regarding my key issues.

In addition, I made one further request. The opening paragraph of UKAD’s reasoned decision stated only that I had “committed violations” and not, critically, that I had been found not to be at any fault. I asked UKAD to include this critical piece of information at the top of their reasoned decision. The reason why is below, exactly as I wrote in my email to UKAD.

I was quite surprised, yet very pleased that UKAD did actually decide to incorporate this critical change to the introductory paragraph to state that I was not at fault and therefore had no ban. I guess if you keep knocking long and hard enough, eventually someone will open that door. This small change felt like quite a big win for both me and all athletes to come.

Reading UKAD’s reasoned decision was a peculiar experience. Points UKAD had previously stated to try to discredit my argument in their written submissions to the tribunal panel were suddenly flipped on their head and used to make themselves look competent. I couldn’t quite believe that the same written correspondences came from the same people at the same organisation just a few weeks apart.

UKAD previously stated that my case was not “unique” and that it bore none of the hallmarks of specific caselaw that I had referenced. As mentioned before, UKAD stated I had not provided pharmacokinetic evidence and that I had not established the source of chlortalidone.

However, here are some particularly curious snippets from UKAD’s reasoned decision which will shortly be available to read in full on UKAD’s website:

It was mind-boggling to see UKAD acknowledging the depth of research and scientific evidence I had presented and my backbreaking efforts to trace the source. I sat reading it with my jaw almost on the floor. So many months later, UKAD were finally conceding that everything that I had said was true. So why on earth had they previously put so much effort into trying to discredit the science I had presented and the actions I had taken?

Contrary to UKAD’s statement, the fact that I had studied medicine was not “particularly relevant”. For the most part, I had just stated a series of scientific facts. As long as those facts are correct, it shouldn’t matter who you are. The crux of the matter is whether the personnel at UKAD can analyse science presented to them and deduce whether it is accurate. From my experience of working with UKAD, I can only conclude that they cannot.  


Human rights

Right at the heart of this matter is a profound issue regarding what I perceive to be a fundamental breach of athletes’ human rights. It is likely that WADA will simply state their rules are compliant with the European Convention on Human Rights, as per the legal opinion of Judge Jean-Paul Costa who answered specific questions from WADA relating to what is now the 2021 WADA Code.

However, Judge Jean-Paul Costa conceded that only a few years ago the “Lex Sportiva” (sports law):

The Universal Declaration of Human Rights states that:

To the best of my knowledge, the issue concerning pharmaceutical production, Good Manufacturing Practice rules and the complete mismatch with the WADA zero tolerance rules have not been debated in the context of human rights in either a human rights court or the Court of Arbitration for Sport. It is clear that the WADA rules do not currently protect athletes who take medication from the inherent contamination risks.

My theory is that WADA are aware of the scale of pharmaceutical contamination and how there is a discrepancy between pharmaceutical rules, the ever-increasing sensitivity of testing and WADA’s zero-tolerance policy. I believe that the problem is that if WADA openly admit that this discrepancy is an issue, it would be impossible for WADA to maintain that their own rules (as they stand) conform with fundamental human rights and the whole system risks falling apart.

To be clear, I have absolutely no intention to try to “bring down” WADA or any of the national anti-doping organisations, I am just desperate for them to wake up to the issues that are smashing athletes in the face left, right and centre. I do believe that there is a way that the WADA rules can reconcile these issues and provide a system whereby the drug cheats will get flagged and caught, but the innocent athlete who is unfortunate enough to have a contaminated pharmaceutical or drink contaminated water does not have their life of hard work unceremoniously stripped from them.

From the battle that I have been going through, it has become clear to me that WADA are not willing to listen to or reason with anyone. WADA seem so preoccupied with defending the status quo that they can no longer see what is right and what is wrong, where the problems lie and how to fix them. I’m sure that additionally WADA are probably highly underfunded. However, for UKAD and WADA, the last 9 months has been a grand old waste of time. If only they had looked critically at the facts right from the start, a lot of time, money and heartache would have been saved. So, WADA and UKAD, how much money would you save if you stopped going after people like me whose cases are so blatantly clear? Perhaps you could actually spend that money on doing some informed research, changing your rules to reflect the science and going after the athletes who are actually trying to cheat instead.


Closing statement

On the evening that UKAD confirmed that a No Fault or Negligence agreement had been made, I received an email from UKAD confirming the immediate lifting of my provisional suspension. On 11th April 2024, the email read:

Crikey. “You are free to return to sport as of the time of this email“. I hadn’t seen it coming and that sentence hit me hard. It was a few days before the Amstel Gold Race. Did UKAD imagine that I would just pop straight back in to the peloton? How could they? I had lost everything.

I was almost disappointed that I didn’t get to battle it all out at a tribunal. I knew that all the evidence I had meant UKAD had no chance and with the tribunal only days away I was all fired up and raring to go. I had already written the final part of my closing statement for the tribunal which discussed the case of Jack Burke. Since 2021, the UCI have had a 20ng/ml minimum reporting limit for the diuretic that was detected at 1ng/ml in Jack’s sample. Jack continues to go through hell because of WADA’s ignorance of the issues. The matter below is at the heart of why I am so determined to make a change. 

Despite being shown to bear No Fault or Negligence by the Court of Arbitration for Sport and despite having a hydrochlorothiazide contamination at a level which now wouldn’t even result in an AAF, Jack Burke’s life continues to be affected. He receives hate mail and messages on social media continuing to accuse him of doping. Getting an “award” of No Fault or Negligence is not a win. It is still a life-sentence. Especially in cycling. These rules MUST change. WADA’s policy MUST change. I am lucky. I am really incredibly very lucky. This process pushed me right to the edge of my psychological capacity. There have been many times in the past 9 months when my husband, my friends and me included were seriously concerned that this process had pushed me beyond the edge. I cannot describe the pain that we have both felt. The utter destruction of our lives, of everything we had planned for the future, despite all the meticulous care we took and thousands of hours of work we put in. So many sacrifices were made. Weddings missed. Christmases missed. Birth of nieces missed. Sacrifices which are simply not worth it when my life has been thrown away like this by no fault of my own. I cannot bear to think of other honest and hard-working athletes going through what we have been through and most critically I gravely fear that an athlete in my situation will end up taking their own life.  Precedents must be set by someone and I beg you to start here by inciting the change that the sporting world so desperately needs.”


Appeals

Despite my provisional suspension being lifted on 11th April 2024, I have still been unable to speak about this and truly move on as the decision was subject to possible appeal by WADA, British Cycling, the UCI or me. On 17th May 2024, the first deadline for appeals closed. For some reason, WADA are given an extra 21 days to appeal after the initial period has closed. As of the time of writing, no appeals have been made. For my own health, I cannot stay silent anymore. I thought I was doing okay, but on 17th May, I had a complete meltdown. I need this to be over and in order to start that process, I have to make this public. I understand that by convention, if WADA want to appeal, they usually do it in the first 21 days. If WADA now decide to appeal, noting that the information is all in the public domain, you can draw your own conclusions about why that might be.


Postscript

I understand that having read this, you may be very concerned for my wellbeing. I want to reassure you that although things aren’t perfect right now, I am in a much better place. I know that when this becomes public that I will have to digest those hardest of comments from the smallest minority of people, but I have also learnt the value and importance of the simple things in life. The support of those I care for and trust and who care for and trust me too. There became a time in this process where I learnt that whatever happens, having those people around me is simply the most important thing in my life.

I also know that this story will be a big shock to many of you. It was, of course, a huge shock to us too. Like any process of grief where one has lost something of great importance in their life, it is a slow process of recovery. I have been processing this grief since July 28th 2023 and I am very slowly healing from it.

After retuning from the UK for the trip to the tribunal that never happened, I started using a local shared wood workshop. I have always loved DIY and creative processes and for many years I have had a dream about becoming a woodworker and furniture maker. The first days I spent at the wood workshop were simply the best therapy I could have asked for. I was absorbed in something so creative and satisfying and during my hours in the workshop the horrors of the past months temporarily faded away.

My very first cat table. Marcus was delighted
I was pleased with myself for managing to transport the toilet roll holder by bike!
The toilet roll holder in all it’s glory.

The reality is that I do not know what lies ahead for me. For the most part, I have now come to terms with that. Throughout the hardest times in my life, I have always looked for the silver linings. If you look hard enough, you will always find them. To end on a positive note, I will share with you my first 5 projects from woodworking. Three cat tables (yep, tables for cats, some things about me haven’t changed!), a toilet roll holder and a mirror made from offcuts. Hopefully I will shortly start making human sized tables too, although, and if you know me you won’t be surprised to hear this, my next project is a luxury outdoor cat house.

Thank you

To everyone who got this far, I just want to say a massive thank you. I believe that this is a very important story which desperately needs to be heard. The public need to understand what really goes on behind closed doors and what the true impact is on athletes like me. You may have noticed the Support me on Ko-fi links dotted around. I hope to be able to train as a woodworker but affording a training course is out of the question right now. If you would like to donate towards my training or you are inspired by my work to change anti-doping for the better, then any donation would be hugely appreciated.

My second cat table in Oak with my first
bit of proper joinery

Part way through making a mirror from
scrap bits of pine
My third cat table in walnut. I hope to replicate
this table in human size with bench seating

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40 responses to “Lizzy Banks. This story must be heard.”

  1. MR KEITH VANCE avatar
    MR KEITH VANCE

    Absolutely horrific. I often wondered what had happened. You’d make an excellent Investigator or sports lawyer, but I’m sure that is certainly not what you want.

    be strong Lizzy ! 💪

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Many people said to me throughout this, had I thought of becoming a lawyer? My answer of course was, Yes, I had thought about it, and, No, I had absolutely no desire to be a lawyer! Interestingly, UKAD were looking for a lawyer whilst I was going through the final part of the proceedings. Perhaps I could infiltrate and “be the change I want to see”. Start from the inside out… Perhaps I can persuade WADA to hire me as an expert consultant… Stranger things have happened. Perhaps. Thanks for your comment. Lizzy

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  2. Rob Tyas avatar
    Rob Tyas

    I am so terribly sorry to read what you went through.

    Thank you for writing this up so eloquently and I hope that this leads to the impact that it deserves.

    Your courage and bravery here are astonishing, and chapeau to those around you like your husband and the law firm.

    Working with wood is truly therapeutic and I envy the joinery skill in the picture of the table!

    I hope your next steps get easier.

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you so much Rob. Woodworking really has been therapy. I have only just started but I have always loved the idea of working with wood. The reality really is just as good but oh my do I have a lot to learn! Thankfully the quality of the picture isn’t good enough for you to see that the quality of the joinery is actually quite poor!

      Many thanks for your kind words,

      Lizzy

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  3. John Senior avatar
    John Senior

    I honestly thought you’d walked quietly away from the sport after having such an incredibly tough few years. I was already inspired and amazed at your ability to find ‘silver linings’ Teams going bust, injury, serious illness and fighting to get back. Even very average leisure cyclists find these things challenging. I had no problem understanding why someone as singular as yourself would choose to step away and turn your talents towards something else. When your insta post came up I was pleased to see you back.. after reading it I went to the website meaning to have a Quick Look.. and read it all.. moved to tears. I don’t think I’ve read anything about doping that was so informative, compelling or heartbreaking. It’s hardly a shock that WADA are involved in a scandal associated with a national swimming team. It is a shock to see how governing bodies who you assume are led by Science and Scientific methodology are led by nether – nor do they seem to have a coherent grasp of basic principles. I’m glad you’re recovering – I hope you’re not lost to sport at some level – given your cat tables you have a real talent for woodwork. Thanks for sharing this Lizzie – it cannot have been easy. Look after yourself. Best wishes to you and your husband.

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you so much for your kind words John. Thank you so much for reading everything so thoroughly and for your lovely comment. I truly don’t know what’s next for me. I have been quite surprised this year that I actually have been interested in cycling and been following the races quite closely. Last year I couldn’t watch it at all. I deleted all social media, I couldn’t look at my bike and I hid my pink helmets so I didn’t have to see them every day. I am relieved that some of that pain has passed and In the last month I have finally returned to cycling, although often just to get to the workshop. I hope to retain some connection with the sport. Although it has (many) problems, it is also a wonderful and fascinating sport and one that I believe is like no other. We will see what life comes up with in good time. For now I feel some peace to finally not have to hide from the world any longer.

      Thank you again,

      Lizzy

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  4. Graham Parker avatar
    Graham Parker

    I have just finished reading your article and, unusually for me, felt the need to comment. I met you at the first Peaks 2 Day and found you to be such a bright, positive and bubbly person. Now knowing what you have been through and it’s effect on your mental and physical health is deeply saddening. Your perseverance with your case is impressive and brave, challenging the 2 organisations which govern a large part sport. I hope now that your outcome forces positive change within these governing bodies. Massive well done Lizzy and best of luck with your creative venture.

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you so much Graham. I really do believe that change will come. Thank you again for your support.

      Lizzy

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  5. […] As a result, Banks has spent much of the past year attempting to clear her name, with UKAD insisting on handing her a two-year ban, she wrote in an entry on her personal website. […]

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  6. […] As a outcome, Banks has spent a lot of the previous 12 months trying to clear her identify, with UKAD insisting on handing her a two-year ban, she wrote in an entry on her personal website. […]

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  7. […] Because of this, Banks has spent a lot of the previous 12 months making an attempt to clear her title, with UKAD insisting on handing her a two-year ban, she wrote in an entry on her personal website. […]

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  8. […] In consequence, Banks has spent a lot of the previous yr making an attempt to clear her title, with UKAD insisting on handing her a two-year ban, she wrote in an entry on her private web site. […]

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  9. Nick Keat avatar
    Nick Keat

    This is an eye-opening tale, Lizzy. The world of sport needs effective anti-doping and cheating countermeasures. Not surprisingly the beauraucracies that have been set up to try and achieve this aim is not perfect, probably understaffed and underfunded and has far less skin in the game than the individuals they are investigating. When critiqued or criticised they will put up the shields and turn on the individual doing them a favour, rather than listening. From recent Post Office scandals to blood contamination, we need to recognise that this is what organisations do.

    Your efforts and persistence in the face of this are amazing, but there must be many other athletes who weren’t as lucky to have these in such strong supply and have been incorrectly sanctioned in similar circumstances. Conversely, there will be a number of athletes who ‘get away with it’ and manage to cheat and beat the testing regime. Who knows where the balance between these two figures lies, but making your experience and battle public is essential and greatly appreciated. Anti-doping must do better.

    This is an eye-opening tale, Lizzy. The world of sport needs effective anti-doping and cheating countermeasures. Not surprisingly the beauraucracies that have been set up to try and achieve this aim is not perfect, probably understaffed and underfunded and has far less skin in the game than the individuals they are investigating. When critiqued or criticised they will put up the shields and turn on the individual doing them a favour, rather than listening. From recent Post Office scandals to blood contamination, we need to recognise that this is what organisations do.

    Your efforts and persistence in the face of this are amazing, but there must be many other athletes who weren’t as lucky to have these in such strong supply and have been incorrectly sanctioned in similar circumstances. Conversely, there will be a number of athletes who ‘get away with it’ and manage to cheat and beat the testing regime. Who knows where the balance between these two figures lies, but making your experience and battle public is essential and greatly appreciated. Anti-doping must do better.

    Will donate to your Ko-fi, all the best in whatever path you end up following, be it wood-working or something else. I’ve always enjoyed your input to TCP over the years, I’m sure you’ll do well in whatever endeavour you put your efforts.

    Will donate to your Ko-fi, all the best in whatever path you end up following, be it wood-working or something else. I’ve always enjoyed your input to TCP over the years, I’m sure you’ll do well in whatever endeavour you put your efforts.

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you Nick, an interesting and thought-provoking comment. I completely agree with you. It is a very difficult balance to strike but one where right now the target is being completely missed. I am certain that there are a huge number of athletes who have been innocently sanctioned. It is further difficult because an athlete does have a duty to be strict and exceptionally careful. The rules should not be less strict in that respect. In fact, from the amount of caselaw I read on Court of Arbitration for Sport cases, I was actually quite shocked at the lax behaviour of a number of top athletes across various sports. Athletes must maintain their own duties of care, however so must the anti-doping bodies. I believe there are a number of measures that can be put in place to create effective measures where cheats will get flagged but innocent athletes will not. I will publish these measures in due course, once all appeal windows have finally passed.

      Many thanks for your words and very kind donation, It is so greatly appreciated.

      Lizzy

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  10. Adam avatar
    Adam

    Lizzy.

    You ARE truly AWESOME!!

    I listened to your story on Woman’s Hour this morning.

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you Adam! What a lovely message to make me smile :))

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  11. Adrian Edwards avatar
    Adrian Edwards

    I started cycling 7 years ago following the loss of my father and since hearing you on the cycling podcast I have followed your career closely including your battle with injuries. Injuries you know will heal but how you battled against the organisations/corporates above I have nothing but admiration for you. The above was a very emotional read and an incredible insight into what actually goes on behind the public eye and how innocent athletes are made to effectively feel like criminals is just inhumane.

    Wishing you and your family all the good health & best wishes for the future.

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you so much Adrian, that’s incredibly kind of you. I am so sorry to hear about your father but I hope that riding brought you some peace in what much have been a really difficult time for you. I really hope you are continuing to cycle and that your riding brings joy to your days. Best wishes, Lizzy

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  12. Richard avatar
    Richard

    Well done.

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thanks you, Richard.

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  13. kduckitt avatar

    You don’t know me although I do follow you on Strava! I was driven to Strava because of your sudden disappearance from the TCP and just a throw away comment on TCP feminan. I thought maybe a difficult pregnancy or something like that. And then I saw you were speaking on Women’s Hour and then I saw the link to your story in Cycling News whilst getting my Giro d’Italia update. I can’t believe what you have gone through but am so pleased that you have been exonerated. I hope your experience gets the widespread publicity it deserves. Will be donating to Kofi and hope lots of people do the same. Would love to hear your voice again on TCP but if not good luck with the woodwork. Hugs to your cats and husband too!

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you so much for your lovely comment. I am truly sorry to have concerned so many people with my disappearance. It was one of the hardest things for me during this period and I really struggled with having to ignore those who were asking me if I was okay simply because they were concerned about me. I hated the silence but I couldn’t bring myself to say anything but the truth, so I just said nothing at all. I don’t know what the future holds but I do hope to pop up on TCP again in the future. It has been extremely hard to just disappear, feeling like I had let down the small and dedicated team. I am so grateful to TCP for their support throughout the last months, lending a kind ear and keeping a look out for me in the hardest days. TCP community truly is a wonderful one.

      Thanks again,

      Lizzy

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  14. Henri avatar
    Henri

    Gosh this was moving, I honestly welled up in places. I’m glad you’ve got through this and you’re doing OK. You may have lost the battle, but you did win the war.

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you Henri, what a perfect analogy! I’m going to plagiarise you on this one I think!

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  15. Gina Riley avatar
    Gina Riley

    Wow, this was such an informative read but I am so sorry you had to learn so much about this whole other world in such tough circumstances. I am hugely in awe of your bravery in fighting for yourself and you clearly have so many talents which could now take you anywhere. Not many people would be able to write so eloquently and with such dignity neither fight with such strength!

    All the best for the next chapter xx

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you so much Gina. I think we all have the bravery inside us somewhere. I’m not sure I really wanted to have to bring mine out but WADA and UKAD picked on the wrong person! I truly believe that we all have that bravery within ourselves when we are fighting for something we so passionately believe in. In this case it has been quite a complex fight where we are simply asking for fairness. Thank you again so much. Lizzy

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  16. Mike B avatar
    Mike B

    I first became a fan of yours through your fantastic contributions to TCP. Your willingness to discuss personal challenges such as your recovery from the concussion was refreshing, but it was your intellect and unfussy yet articulate style that elevated your content to something unique. Selfishly, I hope you return to cycling media at some point in the future, but the sport’s loss will be woodwork’s gain otherwise. Don’t forget – you’re still young and in possession of a polymath’s aptitude for everything you turn your hand to. The world is your oyster.

    Since you disappeared off the radar I’ve been scouring the news online every couple of weeks for updates, hoping you were ok. My immediate reaction when I saw the article on Cycling News today was to think how daft it was that you’d somehow tested positive. Not for a split second did it cross my mind that you could be a doper. I expect anyone who knows you or is familiar with you through the media will have thought the same. It didn’t take your extensive and thorough scientific support to convince me otherwise. But to clear your name so definitively and pave the way for other athletes to be exonerated in the wake of false positives is a laudable achievement on a par with your Grand Tour stage wins. By the sounds of it, it might have been tougher.

    Glad to hear that you’re doing ok. As usual, your candour about the mental health impact this has had on you is appreciated. I hope you can now find some peace and happiness, with the stress of this ordeal soon behind you.

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you so much Mike. I can truly say that this has been much much harder than winning a Grand Tour stage. I have truly never worked so hard on something in my life. Unfortunately WADA and UKAD picked on the wrong woman because if I don’t believe something is right and it’s something I want to put my mind to, then I will go all in to right that wrong. I remember telling the lawyers back in January that I was pretty sure I would get a “No Fault” finding. I had read the rules inside out, I knew my case inside out. Even if we didn’t win at the tribunal, I knew I would in at the Court of Arbitration for Sport. I was so sure of it. When, four days before the deadline, I sent the wonderful Sam Comb at Morgan Sports Law the first draft of my 99 page (at the time) submissions, and he didn’t quite have the words for how to respond. He admitted that when I had told him I would definitely get a “no fault” finding, he really didn’t believe me, but after reading my submissions he had to apologise and thought I had the best possible chance.

      This will be an incredibly difficult system to try to change but I truly believe we can. I am so incredibly grateful for the public support, I could never have imagined a response like this, but with this response I really believe it means that we can create a movement for positive change. It won’t be easy and it won’t be quick, but what that was worth doing ever was?

      Thank you again, to you Mike, to every single one of you that has got this far and then gone on to read the comments. Every single word being read means the world to us and will help sport on the journey to a fairer playing field for all.

      Thank you.

      Lizzy

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    boroughargent0i

    What a compelling read, and such an horrific account of failings at those institutions supposedly protecting athletes. Thank you for sharing Lizzy, stay strong, and I hope you find some inner peace in time. The woodworking looks ace! Hope Marcus and Delia are appreciative of your hard work 🙂

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you so much. Funnily, Marcus and Delia have been reaping the “silver linings” of this situation with many more than usual hugs from their mother! What with me sitting all day (and often night) at the kitchen table or the desk, they made excellent use of the human hot water bottle! Thank you so much 🙂

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  18. fredericobf avatar

    Thank you for all your hard work and for sharing this.

    Enjoy the wood work

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    1. Lizzy avatar

      Thank you :)) Lizzy

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      1. Alan Oldroyd avatar
        Alan Oldroyd

        Dear Lizzy, I’m a bike rider in Australia and follow everything I can about races and riders across the world.

        After reading your story I can only say that my heart goes out to you and that I sincerely hope that your ordeal will have a silver lining; that you are compensated and recognized by all as a true champion of our sport. Your courage and determination to take on the doping authorities is quite remarkable and hopefully will result in them cleaning up their own shortcomings in the way they treat athletes.

        It is my great wish that the whole UK cycling community gets behind you at this stressful time and demands that you be compensated, both financially and by public assertion by the authorities, and everyone else concerned, that you are a noble and truthful person who has been wrongfully punished for something you have been innocent of.

        Keep your chin up, be proud of yourself and God Bless,

        Alan Oldroyd, a biker!

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  19. Roadgoingcol avatar
    Roadgoingcol

    Wow well done Lizzy. A truly remarkable journey and I can only imagine how hard it has been for you and family. A credit to your determination but also upsetting it is so obviously avoidable for countless other clear very low level contamination cases that have come before you and, I fear, after. I hope your efforts to journal your findings and case go a long way to triggering some reflection by the doping authorities – and help them improve and humanise the important work they do.

    I am a fellow Sheffield rider and have sometimes seen you out training in the Peaks in the past. I think we share a mutual love for the Abney climb as I remember you mentioning it on a podcast. I hope you can find the fun in cycling again and wish you all the best for the future. You deserve a bit of luck.

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  20. Michael Oliver avatar
    Michael Oliver

    I’ve just spent more time than I probably should have done today reading your story Lizzy but it was time well spent. A shocking and harrowing tale. I really feel for you, having been on the receiving end of institutional and regulatory failures that simply beggar belief.

    It is distressing to find out just how ill-informed and under-resourced UKAD and WADA are and the obvious conflicts between different rules they are trying to enforce. Your story is a wake-up call to any elite athlete and should be essential reading for them.

    I am so gutted that it has cost you so much, emotionally, mentally and financially, to prove your innocence and I hope you can recover eventually in all three areas. It sounds as if you have a very supportive husband, family and friends and nothing could more important than that.

    I really feel that both UKAD and WADA could benefit from your input and expertise (as a paid consultant or employee) to understand what a process like this does to an athlete and instigate the changes that clearly need to be made. I can only hope that, in doing so, they might be able to compensate you for the pain and suffering they’ve inflicted on you. And also to try to prevent any other athletes having to go through this in the future…

    I hope you find happiness and solace in whatever you choose to do. It will be cycling’s loss if you feel you don’t want to be involved in the sport any more but I’m sure that you will excel in whatever you do!

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  21. Graham Dalby avatar
    Graham Dalby

    I’ve long found you inspirational as an athlete and an insightful voice on TCP. Overcoming things that would stop most people, such as concussion, pericarditis and fluid on the lungs, shows the force of your personality, against which the robots of UKAD and WADA did not stand a chance. The world needs more people like you and cycling will be very much poorer without you.

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  22. sotonunijudo avatar
    sotonunijudo

    What can you really say to a story like this. Like so many others I missed your contributions to TCP and social media presence and assumed you were “just” working through the more typical challenge of injury and health issues ending a sporting career prematurely. I don’t have words that adequately convey my admiration of your ability to pull together the work needed to clear your name while dealing with the impact of it all on you and your family.

    As some of the other comments have touched on, we all know that we can’t have fair and safe sport without an anti doping system but it has also been obvious in recent years that the system creates a financial barrier that few can hope to overcome to challenge results. I hope your efforts can try and help the system find a better balance – but mostly I hope to see a healthy feed of IG posts of cats enjoying high end cat furniture!

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  23. Bryan avatar
    Bryan

    I knew nothing of this until reading the news item on the Voxwomen newsletter. I can only echo comments of others and commend your dedication to demonstrate your innocence and highlight the injustice.

    Given sports (and cyclings) history of systematic doping it still seems the authorities are well behind the curve in effective and fair enforcement. Your case highlights this very clearly.

    I wish you all the best in what you do next and that you enjoy new two wheeled adventures whilst remembering your achievements so far.

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